My journey
to kill the bastars and take my life back
My journey by san
MY story
At 40 years old, I fought a tiny parasite that nearly
defeated me. Doctors initially suspected an
autoimmune disease, but I believed it was
something different - a mite. Unfortunately, it took
six months to receive the correct diagnosis, by
which time significant damage had already
occurred, and initial treatments had failed.
Determined to overcome this horrible disease, I
decided to document my journey and share how I
ultimately overcame it.
- Important disclaimer: This is a personal experience
only. Any treatment should be accompanied by
professional medical advice.
About Me
and what happened to me.
Treatments
that I’ve tried
- In my severe case, this treatment was ineffective. While the ointment temporarily
paralyzed the parasite, it failed to eliminate it. In retrospect, sulfur would have
been a more effective option.
- permethrin PASTE
- 1
- The mite had developed resistance. Similar to the permethrin, this medication
only paralyzed the parasite without killing it.
- ivermectin capsules
- 2
- Provided temporary relief and showed some promising initial results.
- TOPICAL sulfur (10-20%)
- 3
- Tea tree oil, Neem oil, Clove oil mixing with lotion, Aloe Vera.
- oils and lotion
- 4
- Offered minimal improvement.
- neem oil capsule
- 5
- Oregano oil essence, Wormwood, Turmeric, Multivitamin.
- nutritional supplements
- 6
- These helped in wound healing, though the parasite remained embedded in the
skin, with recurring sores
Natural Environment Treatments - sulfur pool and sea
7
What did I do to fight it
treat myself
I placed my trust in medical cannabis CBD drops (c15t3). The recovery was a long process, taking 3.5 to 4 weeks to reduce all my symptoms. Following Michael Chen's instructions, I carefully managed my dosage: - Morning: 2 drops (30 minutes after eating) - Noon: 2 drops (30 minutes after eating) - Evening: 3 drops (before bedtime) Every 3 or 4 days, I incrementally increased the drops until I experienced dizziness - a signal to reduce the dosage to find my body's optimal level. Concurrently, I applied topical treatments, mixing lotions with tea tree or clove oil when no other effective option was available. After three weeks, a medical cannabis ointment significantly alleviated symptoms like itching and stinging.
fight it from THE inside and outside Simultaneously
you will have to fight it hard at once to win this
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Guided by a healer, I incorporated grapefruit seed oil extract and a comprehensive array of nutritional supplements to strengthen my immune system. My regimen included: Echinacea, Vitamin C, Garlic capsules, Iodine (at recommended daily dose), and Oregano oil. My approach was simple: leverage every possible nutritional tool to combat the parasite and support my body's natural healing processes.
Grapefruit seed oil extract and vitamin C.
Nutritional Supplements as defense
2
Fighting this parasite required absolute commitment to cleanliness. My daily routine included: Washing bed linens daily Using protective mattress covers Cleaning bathroom and toilet extensively Washing clothes at high temperatures Using a dryer for additional sanitization Cleaning flip-flops in the shower daily Disposing of unnecessary items like toys, blankets, and pillows Disinfecting all house handles and switches The goal was simple: prevent reinfection and protect my entire household.
Cleanliness
A comprehensive decontamination strategy
4
I turned to arnica pills during my recovery, experiencing a profound transformation. My skin felt like it was regenerating - reminiscent of a snake shedding its old skin.
arnica pills
Skin regeneration and healing
3
My diet, carefully crafted by a homeopath, became a critical part of my healing journey. I strictly consumed: water and herbal tea infusions, vegetables (excluding potatoes), wild rice, buckwheat, quinoa, lentils, nuts, and oats. I eliminated: gluten, sugar, lactose, artificial sweeteners, spicy foods, meat, eggs.
diet
Nutritional healing and elimination
5
I utilized Epsom salt baths as a therapeutic treatment, adding 2 cups of Epsom salt to help draw out toxins and provide physical relief.
Epsom salt bath
6
Detoxification and relief
Journaling became a powerful tool for emotional and psychological healing. By documenting my thoughts, emotions, and physical pain, I: Processed my illness Organized painful memories Reconstructed my autobiographical narrative Created coherence from chaos Found meaning in my suffering
Writing as Healing
Journaling my way to recovery
7
Recognizing the emotional toll of my journey, I sought support from a psychoanalyst. This decision was crucial - I needed someone who could: Listen without judgment Acknowledge my pain Provide emotional support Help me navigate the psychological challenges of chronic illness
Emotional Support
Seeking professional guidance
8
Every day, I reinforced my healing with a powerful affirmation: "I am the living, loving, joyful expression of life. I am my own person." This mantra became my anchor, reminding me of my strength, resilience, and inherent worth.
Daily Affirmation
9
Healing through positive self-talk
In the middle of my life, the disease consumed everything. I faced an exhausting battle to prove my illness, a journey that demanded enormous strength and precious time. The medical treatments I received failed to eliminate the parasite, and external ointments proved ineffective. Recognizing that the parasite was deeply embedded in the layers of my skin, I concluded that true healing required an internal approach. I confronted a primal human fear - the visceral anxiety of being slowly consumed while alive. Living with the disease meant also navigating post-traumatic stress. I was fortunate to be accompanied by a psychoanalyst during this time, and I strongly recommend finding a trusted professional to support you through such an intense experience. Having someone who could listen, validate, and help process the emotional complexity was crucial to my healing. As my recovery began with cannabis drops, I grappled with persistent fears. Would the parasite remain forever in my body? How could I distinguish between ongoing symptoms and post-scabies syndrome? Countless sleepless nights were filled with contemplation, searching for meaning in my suffering. My healing demanded a two-pronged approach: killing the parasite from within and cleansing my soul. I delved deep into my accumulated fears, traumas, and regrets - those present before the illness and those that emerged during my battle. Processing and reproducing the trauma became a critical part of my transformation. I recognized that significant internal work was necessary to evolve from this dark experience. My healing journey became a holistic process of renewal - external and internal of my emotional and psychological self.
fight it from the inside is a must
My insights from the journey
Only I know how strong I am
The day the parasite bit me, I was unaware of the profound journey ahead. It became a relentless battle of suffering and pain, where my desire to live constantly fought against the overwhelming desire to surrender to my torment. A journey of stubborn persistence to fight the parasite every day non-stop. A difficult journey that prevents contact with your family and all people, who prevents you from walking around in society, who prevents you from the life you had, and who prevents you from having any kind of life, because it is not life. I consulted numerous doctors - at the health fund, in private practices, and hospitals. Repeatedly, I returned seeking answers, only to be told I had an 'autoimmune disease' without any definitive tests or treatment. My suffering intensified daily. Instead of conducting tests or believing my symptoms, doctors dismissed me as delusional, claiming I was imagining parasites. Their negligence went beyond professional oversight - they risked exposing vulnerable children to a potentially serious condition. After six agonizing months of uncertainty, I finally received a diagnosis - scabies. The validation came at a steep price: hospitalization with a 5% sulfur paste treatment. My family members were treated at home with a 10% sulfur paste. Even after hospitalization, I remained ill, evidenced by continued household infections and repeated sulfur treatments.
my story
My Story
During seven months of unchecked illness, the parasite became increasingly entrenched. I lost precious time as each failed treatment—permethrin, ivermectin, sulfur—provided only momentary relief. The parasite developed resistance, rendering traditional treatments ineffective and causing the disease to worsen rapidly. I also tried a sauna and went to the sea a lot, but the salt only helped the outward appearance of the wounds, and the disease continued to spread and get worse. The suffering has reached a terrible level that can no longer be contained. I realized that external treatments alone were useless. The parasite required a comprehensive attack - targeting it both internally and externally. Determined to find a solution, I began exploring alternative treatments. Beyond traditional supplements like vitamin C and iron, I investigated echinacea, iodine, and ultimately, medical cannabis. Despite being the primary carrier of the disease, I was determined to protect my family. I implemented a rigorous isolation protocol: Sleeping in a separate room Daily high-temperature sheet washing Using a tumble dryer for thorough sanitization Maintaining a dedicated dining chair Avoiding soft, difficult-to-clean surfaces I meticulously managed every interaction, using gloves for changing sheets, doing laundry, and washing dishes. My goal was absolute: preventing the spread of infection to my vulnerable family members. I discovered Michael Chen's research on medical cannabis and committed to his precise protocol. CBD medical cannabis extraction, with a specific protocol on how to find the right doze for each one. I started the treatment as soon as possible - hoped for the best, but expected nothing.
After three and a half weeks, I experienced my first significant breakthrough. Each day brought incremental improvement—a sign that I was disrupting the parasite's life cycle. By five weeks into the treatment, I began to feel genuinely healthy. Although slight itching and tingling persisted, I was determined to continue the drops and ointment treatment until I felt completely secure. After five and a half weeks, my body emerged transformed. All sores had healed, and the endless nights of itching were finally over. I recognized the profound physical trauma my cells had endured - some continued to echo the pain of the ordeal. The carefully applied ointment became a healing balm, gradually silencing the traumatic cellular memory. I found myself overwhelmed with gratitude - for nature's healing power, for medical cannabis, and for Michael Chen's groundbreaking research that guided my recovery. My journey was more than a medical battle - it was a testament to human resilience. I fought against a medical system that initially dismissed me, against doctors who failed to believe in my experience. I sought not just medical recognition, but a deeper validation of my own body's wisdom. Ultimately, this was a journey of self-discovery. By believing in myself, by refusing to surrender, I found the strength to defeat the parasite and emerge transformed.
I am Going to be a better version of myself
My journey. This is my truth. This is my story.
myjourneybysan@gmail.com
this is impossible. i will do the impossible. i will win it.
my journey by san
From the healing/recovering process
week 1
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week 1
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week 1
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week 5
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week 3
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week 5
The recovery Diary
I took a deep breath, because someone who had already recovered told me that it gets harder before you see the improvement.
week 1
1
I felt a decrease in the number of bites, especially the strong ones, which is encouraging. All the wounds on the breasts, armpits, shoulders, legs, everything looks better, improves and is free of open wounds.
week 2
2
Improvement compared to the initial situation, reduction in the amount of itching, and in the amount of bites, reduction in the feeling that the parasite is walking on my face. Despite the reduction and improvement it was still difficult.
week 3
3
In the middle of this week I felt a great improvement, I felt that I was on the right path and that I was succeeding in breaking the life cycle of the parasite.
week 4
4
All scabies are dead. No more appearance of new wounds. But I do have dry skin from all the products I've been using for months, so I use gentle soap, shampoo, and creams that are suitable for very dry and irritated skin. From time to time there is a stinging sensation, I understand now that it is cell memory, and I apply topical cannabis ointment, 3 times a day, where there is a recurrent symptom.
week 5
5
My journey. This is my truth. This is my story.
myjourneybysan@gmail.com
believe in myself and my body. to find the cure for myself.
my journey by san
updated journey. new insights will be added along progress